I have been lucid dreaming since i can remember. I don't remember ever not being aware that I was dreaming. I have met a couple of people who were in my shared dreams. Both times they didn't believe me and both only appeared once. There is one being who has been sharing my dreams since childhood. She is woman of unparalleled beauty. We have done everything from flying, loving, astral projection, talking, and just sharing space. I used to think that this woman was just my dream guide. In more recent years I began to suspect that she was not of my imagination but another being finding me in the dream world. I tried to connect her to some woman that might be her but to no avail. Then almost two years ago I met this woman that I am sure is her. When we met it was like those movie scenes where your life flashes before your eyes but my future life was what passed before my eyes. I am 99% sure she felt this. Well my abilities to convey my thoughts caused this connection to not blossom as i hoped. Let me just say that I am not obsessed with the woman. She was not interested in pursuing any kind of relationship. I am totally fine with that. I had actually stopped seeing her in my dreams. I was on my way to getting over it. Then this week she appeared in my dreams again. She was fully there and her own entity . It is the woman I know. She said some things that have me confused and feeling like I shouldn't let go. I don't want to approach her in waking life since she asked me not to. I guess I am hoping for some interpretation or just someone to listen to my dreams who doesn't think i am crazy.